I disappeared… again.
For some reason I thought that when I got back to school i’d be more inclined to blog. In fact, quite the opposite happened. First, there was move in & rush. I was so busy that there was no way I was going to fit in blogging. When I wasn’t at rush practice, I was doing other fun things with my friends. Then classes started. Truthfully, i’ve had down time but when that down time comes, blogging isn’t on my mind.
I’m in a weird place now. I don’t know if I want to blog anymore or if I even should. Last year blogging was one of the most helpful things for me, and I honestly think it was a crucial part of my recovery. I will always be grateful for the huge support I received during such a hard and confusing time and I feel like it is my responsibility to give back. I want to tell girls about how to live a life of balance and I want to give tips for how I was able to ‘recover’… but I just don’t know if I have the passion.
In my head, blogging seems like such a great thing. I want to do it. But then why haven’t I? When I really care about something, I make time for it. To me, it is telling that I haven’t made the time to blog. I really don’t even know if anyone cares if I do or not, but I do feel bad that I disappeared. I hope no one was concerned. Everything has been great and I truly feel like i’m living the ‘college life’ i’ve always wanted. While it isn’t the healthiest thing, I do think i’ve found a balance- I eat a balanced, healthy diet throughout the week & exercise, and then when the weekend comes I let myself go! I go out, drink as much as I want, and sometimes I’ll eat more than usual. This works for me.
I guess i’m just stopping by to say hello, I’m alive, and I hope you are all doing well. I have been thinking about starting a new blog, so that is a possibility, though I do think “finding happiness & health” can really apply to anyone’s life.
I genuinely do hope to blog agian soon. I have a weird feeling I’ll have some kind of inspiration, but we shall seee 🙂 no promises!
I’m always available via e-mail though, so if you want to chat definitely send one my way! 🙂 email@example.com
love you guys!