Thank you all so much for your honesty. So many of you told me so many things that I know I needed to hear. It is so important that us girls are able to tell each other those things & keep each other on the right track!
Things have been going up (weight & my attitude). I am feeling like I am in control & I know I am able to do this. I know i’ve said this before, but I will not let myself fail at this. ED is not worth it… there is truly so much more to life than worrying about your weight and appearance.
Friday’s lunch was eaten @ the boy’s and was a turkey sandwich with melted mozzarella, some goldfish/preztels, a sliced up apple, & chocolate milk!
Last night, my sorority had a philanthropy called “Mr. AXO” which is like a beauty pageant for guys & it was HILARIOUS..here are some pics to show you the kind of shit that went on
and I ordered the cobb salad and ate it WITH ranch dressing- yep! I was so proud 🙂 Reppin’ my girl Lo with the margaritas
It was surprisingly good & I ate the whole thing along with wayyy too many chips. And you know what, I did not feel guilty at all. I felt happy! I looked at the situation as “This is a good thing because I had fun & it probably helped my weight gain!”
While at Frida’s, we got hit on by a group of middle aged Canadian men… creeeepy! but they did buy us some kamakazi shots 😉 so can’t complain. note: creepy men in the background
Then i went over to the boy’s apartment and hung out with some of his friends before PASSING OUTT.
This morning I slept in until like 11:30 & then got SUSHI with three girls on my floor!
I started with miso soup & then had a shrimp avocado roll & white fish/cucumber roll
Then I had starbucks gift cards so I treated my friends to some starbucks! I ordered the PUMPKIN SPICE NONFAT LATTE for the first time & omg it was AMAAAZING! I was so proud that I treated myself despite indulging the night before. I am trying to embrace the weight gain as a chance to treat myself 🙂
do you guys ever feel better after doing something nice for someone else?
The girls were so appreciate for the starbucks & it felt good to treat some good friends to something like that! I know it isn’t a huge thing at all but I just really enjoy doing little good deeds for people .. especially people who do so much for me!
Tonight i’m going to dinner at noodles & co with my friend from the sorority & then i am going out with people on my floor! can’t wait.. should be good timess & so hopefully the next post will be interesting 🙂
what are your weekend plans??
What is your favorite way to spend a Saturday afternoon?
Enjoy your weekends & Do something for yourself 🙂 you deserve it!